Last night was the bff's birthday party part 1. AB was there, and we successfully pretended that the other did not exist.
I do not like this. Having someone you love not even make eye contact is disheartening at best. I will never understand how it got to this point.
But, I give. I am done making first contact. I am done trying to salvage something when he so very obviously has no interest in even a friendship. I can only do what I can do, and right now, that is stop caring. Goes against my nature, but...moving on.
Last night was fantastico. Even if they didn't have my song. This week has been alternately boring and crappy so last night was much needed. Today...back to real life and cleaning up my messes.
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